I've never been the kind to hold back, though I'd never felt the burn before and all these years I begged for vengeance, and was only left with wanting more, but I can't be whole until I let all this anger go, a silent strain I've carried long enough.. I can't be with you, I don't even want to.. I just wish your ghosts were gone because I'm ready to love! I've been guarded long enough. It's taken a lot to forgive you, oh it's taken me so long. I tried in vain to forget you, oh I tried everything! , but I won't be free until I've made peace with never knowing what went wrong and was the fault in me.